Position:But, of summer that I produced a kind of sharp alone move suddenly however at a draught, I long to let others understand his, also feel curious to the life of other. Fan went up after the network chats, I found a kind of unprecedented freedom and joy. In reality, I am an appearance flatly the girl, without the individual character of make public, also not was proud the person's figure, although many people like me the disposition of amiable indifferent to fame or benefit, also a few schoolboys go after me, but the man in my ideal had not appeared all the time. But be on the net, I enjoyed the pleasure that is doted on by the man, total meeting has new man to make up to to me, the purpose uses a few honey-tongued captured personnel my heart. I also learned to be among the man unexpectedly deal with, say a few ambiguous and unidentified words, can speak a few speak insincerely even occasionally, will satisfy those men that have a purpose with this. I what await in those days am happy this, remove the butterfly of dance lightly in the flowers like. I never had wanted to want to be stationed in in that fictitious space stay, cannot think of eddy of can deep-set because of this affection more.
A late night, a net was called the man of “ firebug ” to attract me, his word is appearing the flavour of vicissitudes of life and cynical in language, his look can be drawn without what thing on this world it seems that, he is decadent, sick man. He tells me him to the woman that loves greatly dies at a traffic accident two years ago later, from now on he was immersed in the Bei hell ground that always loses me to love, then he chooses to come with alcohol and woman's charms paralytic oneself painful heart. This man is Qin Chuan.
I do not know I am how to go up madly gradually of Qin Chuan's sentimental and decadent temperament, the common woman that says I follow the prescribed order so normally is to won't like to go up of this kind of man. Answered really that common is gotten cannot again common adage ——“ man is not bad, doesn't the woman love ” ? Be probably, love a person to seem not to need reason really.
From now on, in my life much one expects, much a kind hard wonderful illusion of Yan Yu. Then, everyday I wait for those who wait for Qin Chuan early to appear on the net, my mood can produce delicate change as his utterance. When his mood is bad, I also am met joyless; When he is lively and humorous, my mood can become first-rate. Look at his character, I can imagine his expression at that time in spite of oneself. When awaking everyday, I can think, did he also get up? Does he work now? Anyhow, in my life much abrupter the care that a kind of have not has had, much a kind of habit that is used to —— to think him. Is love such generation? Is love a kind of habit that miss? Becoming me to feel to there is him to do not have him in my life is different completely when, I know I had fallen in love with him.
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